being shit on

i feel like I want to leave. i'm tired of feeling like i don't matter. like i am some side note in everybody's life. i feel like I am expendable to almost everyone. i'm sure my mother would take offense if i just said everyone. i want to leave, someplace where nobody can touch me, where i am not attached to anyone who will abandon and throw me away when they suddenly feel as though i am "complicating".

i hurt and i don't like it.

leadership.

simplicity.

NYC girls.

rain.

keeping things nice.

asking for help.

fall.

vote.